Wednesday, August 5, 2015

The Transformation

 As some of you remember, Monkey Seduction has been created in 2012 as a personal diary with a string attached of a jump into another reality. But every reality has a limited time and sphere of existence, and cannot endure within the understanding of our lasting desires. Therefore, I feel obliged to inform you that there will be changes. But once again, let's turn back in time to help me explain. 
 In winter 2012 I had a misfortune to work for a magazine, which was targeting everybody and nobody, and, for money, was creating a reality which was aiming to appear as the only right one, full of glossy colours which were not available to achieve even with a camera of the best smartphone. Monkey Seduction was supposed to be a cure for a painful gap between the lies and grey soil of reality we lived with our bills to pay. And, it exceeded my expectations. 
 Speaking, actually my life itself exceeded my expectations. As some of you remember, it was often hard and sometimes getting stuck at the rock bottom, but never boring. For three years I was blogging from my house in East London, often enriching my stories with pieces of adventures of my flatmates, neighbours and friends. Whether it was good or bad, as life will probably reveal soon, in 2015 my life has gone through transformation. I have seen clearly what is real, and what is not worth it, what is to be followed, and what is just a glossiness of a morning cover, hanging there to fall on your head one day (sometimes, unfortunately, literally).  

 Since it's 8 am, I guess I should shut up now and stop talking but start acting. I prefer a small progress rather than a revolution, but yes, it's a time for transformation. Don't worry, I'm not saying that I'm quitting prozac. This post is just to ensure, that no matter what happens here over the next months, it will always be real. Real in an alternative, Monkey Seduction understanding, which is the only one I cherish and accept, the only one I will always live, give and share.